Dear Bubba, I miss you.
I miss our late night talks (face to face, the phone doesn't cut it).
I hate that I can't see you everyday.
I miss your laugh.
I hate when I'm mad you're not here to calm me down.
I miss your smile.
I hate when I cry I can't drive to your house.
I miss your hugs.
I hate that I don't get one everyday.
I miss my homework buddy.
I hate disciplining myself.
I miss shopping. (I hardly go anymore)
I hate going by myself or with anyone else.
I miss our days at the pool.
I hate that you're at the beach all week.
I miss winter days with you.
I hate scraping my own car now.
I miss you bringing me hot chocolate and cinnamon rolls.
I hate having nobody to call when I'm hungry!
I miss cheering for you. (even years ago when nobody knew who you were!)
I hate that I have nobody to cheer for anymore :(
I miss your notes on my car when I get out of school.
I hate that I don't enjoy school anymore.
I miss our temple drives.
I hate that nobody likes to run with me.
I miss our dance sessions in the car.
I hate looking like an idiot by myself!
I miss late nights and free food at the stadium!
I hate that you are so good at football that you had to move far away!
I miss our jamba runs.
I hate that I have to bribe Alana to go with me.
I miss making you listen to Rascal Flatts but you did and didn't complain because you love me!
I hate that nobody is as honest as you.
I miss being with you.
I hate that four years ago when I met you I had you and my mom to see everyday.
I miss my best friend.
I hate stupid people, one in particular! ha
March can't come soon enough. I love you bestie!
Love forever and always! SUGA
This is the night everyone in the state of UTAH and anybody who cared about the Mtn. West learned who Freddie was. I was so happy for him but I was also so scared that better things would come around and that he'd realize how far he can get in life. Now bigger and better things have come but he loves me more now than ever before, and is still as humble as he was when I met him.

3 comments:
Sorry Suga I've been slacking. I miss you and all the fun times we had! I can't believe how fast those years went by. You're a lot stronger than you think you are. Always remember what makes you happy. Everything is going to work out for you, I promise! I'll call you tonight, love you.
Wow sorry I guess you were right and I was slacking too! I love you too! Thank you for sticking by me! I'll call you in about 20 mintues lol "CALI TIME!"
Keep your head on straight, and your priorities straight everything is going to work out. Just remember life is about exploring. Some just do it differently and when we discover something, we think we want something else, and when we find out that is what we wanted we pray it will still be there.
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