Three years ago I lost my best friend. The one true best friend that has your best interest and wants everything for you before she would have taken it for herself. I would give anything for one last hug, knowing the comfort it brings that everything is going to be okay, or to say I love you one last time. Nothing beats a mothers love, I wish everyone knew how lucky they were to have their mom just a phone call away. My mom was the most incredible woman and the older I get the more I realize it and realize how I am missing out on our mother daughter love growing. I hate priesthood session for this reason. I miss going out with my mom shopping, meeting my dad after for dinner, and you know the typical conference weekend stuff! I am blessed with wonderful friends who have allowed me in their family. Mom we love you! Finding out last night that dad was leaving for ANOTHER vacation ON my birthday made me miss you even more, we were your pride and joy and you always put us first. You raised an incredible daughter and Ash I love you! I would be completely helpless without you and your beautiful daughters! I know mom sent Mia straight to you! I wish she was here to get all excited for her first tooth or the first time she rolled over like she was for Alana. If I could be half as wonderful as my mom was I would be the luckiest person in the world! She was so caring about everyone around her, loved unconditionally, and made everyone want to be a better person. I was so selfish with her and wanted her just for me, but she was always willing to help others in whatever they needed. You are the greatest mom and will always be my #1! I LOVE YOU SOOOO much mommy and wish I could just cuddle up and watch a movie with you tonight. I can't wait until I get to see you again and because I want that so bad I am so lucky to have the gospel in my life. I'll keep my eyes on the prize, you in my heart, and go forward with faith. I am the luckiest daughter to walk this earth just because I even knew you! Everyone says it gets easier with time but I'm still waiting for that time to come because I swear it's only getting harder. I'm still wondering how heavenly father even thought I was strong enough because this has been the toughest battle I have faced in my life. I wouldn't wish this battle even on my worst enemy. Thank you to all my wonderful friends that have been there for me whenever I have a breakdown. I remember how fast word spread that she was gone and I still remember the scripture Jon sent me, I read it at least once a day to help ease the pain. WOW I truly have been blessed through all of this...I love you mom and I hope to never disappoint you. Your baby girl will NEVER forget you!
XOXOXOXOXO forever and eternity!!!!
DANCE as though no one is watching,LOVE as though you have never been hurt before, SING as though no one can hear you, LIVE as though heaven is on earth
Senior Dinner Dance
Friends Forever
My Best Friend and Inspiration
LOVE YOU MOM
Daddy Warbucks
Family Reunion
2 comments:
What a sweet tribute to your mom, Macee! She would be proud. I know how you must feel losing your mom when you were too young. I lost mine when I was 40, and I feel like I lost her too soon. You probably wouldn't be the person you are today though, without this trial in your life. Remember...Heavenly Father sees the WHOLE picture and has blessed you with angels and friends to take her place for now. Of course you miss her, and that's okay. Just keep looking to that "prize" and being the person you are. Love ya!
She is so proud of her beautiful daughter. I love you and I am honored to be the one to stick by your side through all of this. You have grown so much through this trial and you stand up for what you really believe in, something I didn't know would happen. Stay strong,and keep your priorities straight because I know how bad you want that "prize" I love you and will think of you as I am on my way to Vegas now! Wish you could be there with me, I love you and kick butt at work today!
Post a Comment